So tomorrow is supposed to be a "national day of prayer." We're supposed to pray for our troops to win the war, and for President Bush, and all that jazz.
Or, if you like your directed group prayer a little less martial, we can join together in prayer for Bush and send him peaceful messages of love. This was suggested by Psychic Children in Hawaii, or something like that.
Well, what the flipping hell? I really, really dislike this concept of God as vending machine, or prayer as a way to get what you want. Sure, I've prayed for a given outcome. We all do. It's human. But to encourage it en masse like this seems frankly icky to me.
I've got company, at least. Roger Ebert doesn't just write movie reviews; he set forth the different between private prayer and Prayer That's Designed To Make An Impression in this beautifully written column. He calls them "vertical prayer" and "horizontal prayer" respectively. The latter "serves one of two purposes: to encourage me to join them, or to make me feel excluded."
I'm sure that the peace-praying crowd have the best of intentions. They're trying to counter the Jerry Fallwell - Angry God stuff. But people are going to do this thinking that it makes a difference somehow, when that energy would be better spent elsewhere. Want to influence the government? Vote, write letters, make phone calls, lobby. Want to strengthen your spirit? Do it the way that feels right to you. That may very well involve prayer, but use it carefully and not cynically, and not because you think the Psychic Children are going to send a message to President Bush.

I am in total awe. Until this morning, I had an extremely ugly wall of built-in closets in my living room. They were moldy and rickety (the doors would never stay shut).
This is what we did in my 'hood last night. I think there were a couple of hundred people there, at least! At one point, a group of people marching up and down Piedmont Avenue passed by, and they just kept coming and coming.. it took 10 or 15 minutes for all of them to pass us. Some of us just stayed in front of the school the whole time.





